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Love. Grief. Anxiety. Fear. Exhaustion. Worry. All while trying to find hope and experience joy. This is pregnancy after loss. The ignorant bliss of a normal pregnancy is gone. You want to feel joy, and fear steps in the way. You want to be excited, and the anxiety steps in the way of experiencing the excitement you once knew in pregnancy. Every single day brought new challenges. We were scared, beyond measure, to fall in love with the tiny human growing inside my belly. We l

April 26th, 2019 I took a test, I’m 8 days late…We're pregnant. A moment of joy for most was anything but that for us. It's been three months after we lost our son who spent three days on earth with us, it was 6 months before we could try to conceive again, on birth control for 2 months...it was next to impossible that this happened. I was 8 days late, with no symptoms, I knew there was no way we could be pregnant, but I had to take a test to make myself feel better. I took o