March 23rd, Honoring Carter
March 23rd, 2019 was a gorgeous day, the sun was shining, the weather was perfect. It was supposed to be the day of my baby shower, but instead we were holding a service for our son. We received many texts that morning from family and friends who couldn't be present, but we knew they were there in spirit. It still hadn't quite hit me. As I walked up to those who were at his burial site, it was the first time I saw his stone. My already shattered heart, shattered even more. I